Wow, i was just reading my last journal entry, and my, how things have changed. I have finished school, a fresh 2010 graduate, and now i have to turn into an adult and start making a life for myself. Its a pretty daunting concept, so i try not to think to deeply about it.
But i know my life sucks when i dont get to think about how fun christmas will be, because i am so focused on trying to get a job. I dont know why it is so hard to get a job, part time, full time or casual, when there are so many businsses around.
I still have all my horses, plus 1, so my total is now 5. I feel that horses will always be a part of me, and i wont ever really give them up. I would give up my internet before my horses, and that is saying something! I really focus on dressage now, i ride 3 horses a day, getting my fitness up, and i must say, in the past few months, with my new horse and a new instructor, i have come such a long way.
In fact, the whole aspect of owning horses and looking after them has improved significantly.
Suprisingly, i get on DA every day, and i am always faving and commenting on peoples art, but i have pretty much stopped creating my own. A year or two ago, i got bored with it and i never really picked it back up, but i still appreciate the effort that so many other people put into their art and the support that the art community shows for one another. It is a breath of fresh air compared to the real world.
I would like to be able to make a few more manips, and not stop before i have even picked out the stock. Its something i miss doing, yet, i find it hard to actually do. Maybe i am better off sitting on the sidelines and watching everyone else make exceptional art work!